Heh.

Heh, these is gonna be one helluva month. Ex. Planning with ippt and atp, then there’s Wallaby stuff to inspect and pack. There are still duties on top of that.

Crazy shit man, crazy shit. I hope I’ll get enough days to rest after all these nonsense.

Past 2 months have been a dream to me, but sadly, reality is a cruel thing and when it hits, it hits hard. She’s leaving on wed, and truthfully it hurts. Hurts even more that I can’t send her off as I’ll be in the jungle :/, army can be such a bitch sometimes.

Such is life eh, at least I’ll be see-ing her again in 4.5mths again. Till then, I can only wish her all the best and just be there for her whenever.

cross my heart and hope to die.

I just realised how long i haven’t blogged can.

So right now, I’m in 3 GDS BN, slacking my ns life away in HQ :3

Its the world cup season also, btw.

Till next time, heh.

you

you bring me up then you send me crashing down
you raise my hopes then in an instant dash it all
you make and break my day all at the same time
you made feel like everything is ok even though its not
you truly are the light of my life

PS: lolwhut

Sometimes..

as we grow older, our responsibilities grow, the things we need to do keep on piling up. Amongst all these things, most of us forget the most important thing of all, that is to have fun.

When we were kids, all we did most of the time was to enjoy ourselves and have fun, where did that go? With work piling on and growing responsibilities, most of us have forgot how to truly let go of oneself and enjoy themselves.

So I implore you, throw away all your responsibilities and work for one night, and let yourself go, truly feel like a kid again..

I wonder…

where my freedom went to..
where my carefree life went to..
where my brains went to..
why am I even here in the first place, I shouldn’t even be doing this. I should’ve been in some university some whereslogging my ass off in pursuit for that piece of paper.

but then again, they paid for my school fees, this is where all my friends are, and they’re paying me to keep fit.

guess I can’t complain much can I?

….

” Where are you and I’m so sorry
I cannot sleep, I cannot dream tonight
I need somebody and always
This sick, strange darkness
Comes creeping on so haunting everytime “

BKK trip + Posting :(

Alas, it has come to be, all good things have to come to an end eventually. BMT is over and SISPEC is coming up ahead :(

Well, at least the Bangkok trip proved to be pretty damn crazy.

Till next time!

Maybes & whatifs

Life is full of maybes/whatifs, maybe this wouldn’t have happened if I didn’t do it, maybe that would’ve happened if I did it.

Honestly, I think that one should just suck it up and live with their decisions instead of looking back and wondering maybe/whatif. 

If people would actually move on, things could be done faster and solutions to bad decisions can be come up with quickly. Granted, one must reflect on oneself if a wrong choice has been made, but dwelling on it would instead lead to more detrimental results.

Then again, I can’t tell you what to do with your life.

Army

Army soon, lol.

Update.

Really small one srsly. 

1. I’ve started on WoW
2. I’m rotting at home

Thats pretty much what I’ve been up to.

WoW, cooking, eat, sleep. -.-